One of my most vivid experiences of worship

“One of the most vivid experiences [of worship] on my part was sitting quietly for at least an hour before a picture by the Dutch painter Vermeer, and absorbing its sheer beauty… The room was crowded with people, but I was oblivious of them, as I was equally oblivious of the passage of time. As a result of this act of concentration the vision of this particular masterpiece is indelibly stamped on my mind which has forever been enriched by it.

I know that my ordinary acts of seeing and observation have been sharpened by that experience. There was drawn from me an acknowledgement of the greatness of the artist and his painting and I caught, with awe, the light of his inspiration and creativeness. Further, something was given to me that I can only describe as, literally, a transcending of the normal everyday world. This quite simple secular act was for me a truly worshipful experience.

— George Gorman, 1973
Quaker writer

When have you experienced awe?

When I was an exchange student at Leningrad State University in the then Soviet Union, I walked into St. Isaac's Cathedral. Behind the open doors of the iconostasis is a very very large stained glass window of Jesus in the Western art style. I was standing there amazed at the window when the sun broke through the winter cloudy sky and shone through the window, bathing me in rainbow beams of light. I was struck still as a statue and absorbed the moment as long as the sun was briefly shining on that extremely cold day.

David T., Elgin, TX, USA
My brother died when I was around 11. My Meeting held a traditional unprogrammed Funerary worship, with many outside of our Meeting attending. I recall distinctly being in awe at the presence of the Living Christ, there really is no other word for me. In our collective grief, I think I felt the Spirit's tenderness imprinted on my soul.

Milo S., Milwaukee, WI, USA
When I was a boy, I had the opportunity, once or twice, to attend the concert of a major city symphony. This was a wonderful thing, stirring up awe in the musical sensibility of every attender... Music, like life, whether written down or performed, or lived to a certain state, is never entirely finished.

Years later, as my involvement in music grew, I was to sing in choir on the same stage that I had gazed at in wonder as a boy. As I stepped onto the stage I was overwhelmed by awe and gratitude, looking out to where I sat as a boy. Life is filled with moments where what comes and is to come, is colored and enriched by what came before. I believe these moments are here for us daily, if we but look and listen deeply enough, if we see and remember. Meeting for worship is a practice for this. Awe is not just for the Grand Canyon; it’s for every day. “This is my father’s world…”

Bill M., Houston, TX, USA
I found myself at Dallas/Ft. Worth airport awaiting a late evening flight home to Portland. Due to the government shutdown, there were a lot of delayed flights coming in where people had to make connections. As departure time approached, the first officer walked up the jetway and stood in the door to the terminal so it couldn't be closed, for more than half an hour, while various weary travelers made their final connection. Despite my desire to get home before midnight, I felt joy and awe that, in this dysfunctional society, there are still people moved to behave so kindly and generously.

Joe S., Portland, OR, USA
Mon Nov 10

A holy awe and reverence upon every soul

“They come thereby to enjoy and feel the arisings of this Life, which, as it prevails in each particular, becomes as a flood of refreshment and overspreads the whole meeting, for man and man’s part and wisdom being denied and chained down in every individual, and God exalted, and his Grace in dominion in the heart, thus his Name comes to be one in all, and his glory breaks forth and covers all.” …
Tue Nov 11

I was standing in a bright shower of light

“A few months ago, during silent worship, I visualized myself standing in a very bright shower of light coming down from above, from a source I couldn’t see because the light was too bright. The light was moving and flowing over me, as the water in a shower does, with a very soft kind of rushing sound… The rushing shower seemed to overcome some of my resistance to receiving the unconditional Divine love I believe it symbolized…” …
Wed Nov 12

People come to me in tears

On leading a Quaker workshop: “I find it easy to recognise the presence of the Host. People come to me in tears, telling me of profound transformational experiences, and I stand in awe. I’ve held the space, but the work hasn’t been done by me. My job is to make room for the Spirit to do its work. It is a constantly humbling experience.” …
Thu Nov 13

My choicest blessing

“A lovely morning. All around me was calculated to impress my heart with love and gratitude, and in my time of stillness, I earnestly sought an increase in ‘the increase of God!’ but to be kept very low at my Saviour’s feet—there only, I know, is safety to be found by me—and to be kept there, even through deep suffering, I now regard as my choicest blessing.” …
Fri Nov 14

Quakers are rich in invisible wealth

“While I was too young to have any religion of my own, I had come to a home where religion kept its fires always burning. We had very few ‘things’, but we were rich in invisible wealth. I was not ‘christened’ in a church, but I was sprinkled from morning to night with the dew of religion. We never ate a meal which did not begin with a hush of thanksgiving; we never began a day without ‘a family gathering’ at which mother read a chapter of the Bible after which there would follow a weighty silence.” …
Sat Nov 15

The awe of the finite before the infinite

“Worship is the response of the human spirit to the presence of the divine and eternal, to the God who first seeks us. The sense of wonder and awe of the finite before the infinite leads naturally to thanksgiving and adoration.” …

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  • George H. Gorman

    George H. Gorman (1916-1982) was a Quaker writer and active in Friends committees. In the 1940s George served as Clerk of what was then Young Friends Central Committee, now Young Friends General Meeting. He worked out of an office at Woodbrooke College in Birmingham. George moved on to work for Friends Home Service Committee based at Friends House in London and became its General Secretary in 1952. He stayed working in that role until his retirement in 1981.

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